Wednesday, July 12, 2006

BROKEN (part 2)

hemm..apa yang berlaku bila aku masuk uitm? well..the most importance thing is aku stop buat kerja ngok. mungkin sebab masa tu aku start take over new responsibilities. however, i'm happy with my small group of friends during diplome and first degree. aku mungkin tak kenal semua orang..well..kebanyakannya tapi with this small group..aku still belajar banyak benda..dan you'll memang banyak tolong aku faham banyak perkara. daripada pelajaran sampai la perkara-perkara remeh.

second degree, aku kena pergi jauh..rasanya itu la tempat paling jauh aku pernah pergi. again, i enjoy with my small group. and at this time..aku betul-betul dah tak buat kerja ngok, yang mana semua keputusan mesti kena consider consequence dia. anyway, banyak perkara berlaku dalam setahun and its make me have to think and think again about everything. what really happen there? and i can't help keep on wondering..

tetiba je aku ada kat ipoh, rasa macam tak caya pun ada jugak, happy pun iye jugak. everything nampak macam roller-coster. sentiasa berada dalam keadaan..err..tense? something like that. tapi aku macam biasa...happy je kat sana..and of course..all those memories and experience are valuable to me.

now..aku kat pekan koboi mantin. its so calm here..whatever people say. as usuall, i'm happy here..and for all of you..member dari semua peringkat umur yang sama-sama belajar tentang hidup dgn aku..thank you. dulu aku tak percaya bila orang cakap semuanya macam berlaku semalam tapi hari ni baru tahu macamana alami perasaan macam tu. its just like a ghost and keep on hunting you.

i really miss you all..i really do..and i mean it

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