Thursday, June 22, 2006

REUNION

reunion...a real word..automatically it will bring you back to the ancient story..make you recall back what happen in those years..happy? (confusing word), angry?, hate? (favourite words for teenagers), sad? (the whole world is going to collapse). and all the memories are just bounce back to you and make you to start wondering..have i done better in my life? what about others life? better than me? whose the worst? and the comparing life session has begun. at the end you actually is just trying looking for any concrete reason..reason why you should attend the reunion party and you won't regret it after that.

i had attended a reunion party..TMSK reunion party. my first reunion party after 10 years i left secondary school, 7 years for diplome, 4 years for first degree and 1 year after master. and at the party i met people that i never meet before..many of the them are really-really senior except for shah and zaida..both are not coming from my ancient years. the old friends were sitting at other table and i say hi to none of them..and they did the same thing. i believed that is because they do not realized that i were there. however the truth is i'm not really know them..even we spent three years in the same faculty and share the same classroom.

Funny isn't it?

Monday, June 19, 2006


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Monday, June 12, 2006

Happy

tetiba terfikir perkataan ni, HAPPY...what it really means? base on the dictionary happy means "feeling or expressing pleasure". we always think that we are in happy mood when we are laughing. so is it means that everytime we are laughing then we are happy? sometimes there is a situation that a person is crying in the way to show of feel happy, so we may make a conclusion that we can express our feeling of happy in two ways; laughing and crying. however, again we back to the question: are we really happy everytime we are laughing. and i've got a very unusual question.."are you happy with your life?", but then this is a very common question.

adakah kita happy dengan kehidupan kita sekarang?. some people do the same things everyday and we call they've got a dull life. some people do different things everyday, meet many people everyday, and go many places we call they've got fascinating life. but is it the dull life means that they are not happy? and the fascinating life means that they're happy?. we will experience many feeling in our everyday life. we feel bored, hate, excited, lonely, and etc. semua orang akan rasa perkara yang sama. so there are no difference from one life to the others.

kita ketawa, bersorak, senyum dengan lebar bila kita gembira dan kita juga akan mengis bila kita berdalam keadaan terlalu gembira. namun kita juga ketawa dan bersorak tapi sebenarnya kita tak gembira pun. and most of the time we are cying to express our sorrow, the opposite word of happy.

perhaps we may say that happy adalah kombinasi ketawa dan menangis. and from the conclusion we can make another conclusion that semua orang adalah gembira dengan kehidupan mereka. so what would be the point of the question?